neway, i kno i havent poted in like FOREVER but thats nut relly mi fault, nd it doest affect too musch. weve just had a TON of tests sense school iw endig - im sure u kno im dying. ive actually been excused from most of them since i was gone for so much of the yer. theres not much sence in me taking them at all - i have to repeat everything.
but i knew that from the start. going to schools been a complete waste these past few fucking months. i knew that. i gess it didn't hit me until just now or something that im gunna have to fucking REPEAT this year. i dont kno. having no remedial courses to take just makes me wonder whut im gunn d with myself wthis summer. nothing, i guess. just sit around nd mope and be pissed off that im now a full yer behind every1 else.
goddammit. i hate falling behind. theres gotta be some way i can get through...gradute the year i was going to before this one. i relly do hate being held back. its always bem threatning to happen but this is first year that...wll, yea. u get the idea. im gunna get left behind now. dammit. everyones gunna go to college nd im still gunna be stuck here nd all never see n e of u guys agen, dammit.
yea. kinda pissed. ive been, um, hatin on pretty much everythin recently. its a combo o fthins shit nd the heat. i hate heat. (hate cold too, bt nevermind that.)
cherry blossm festixcal was fun. the dye in my hairsa pretty much gone, but its kinda titnted reddish a littl. thats all i have to say about that.
im fucking bored, so i gess ill go to kankuros thing even tho he fucking hates me becuz it seems like such a won,kdrefully kind thing to sdo. that, nd im really bored. REALLY bored. there is nothing to d around here.