headaches are still killing me.
i wanna hurt misef. or something.
i got scan these pics...show em to people or something, just cuz...
dont get after me. im not gunna cut myself or ne thing. chill.
look. i went out and got this done last night. wanted to do SOMETHING to get rid of thi s pounding. i here it al the time and its relly gettin to me. so, srry iruka, but i snuck out last nite. ill probly get grounded agaen once u find ot, but still...it was lest han i was planning.
i was actlly gonna get a tatoo, but i dint fel like it in the end. so i used what i could find of my stash (i thnk sakura actully thru some of it out) and used it to get myself peercied at the one tatoo-parlr downtown thats open all nite.
the guy who did it was hot. grizzly, but hot.
neway, here; i took some pictures of it...
just the piecrin islf...i cropped it allot. dont ask questions.
then me on my bed. looks relly emo, bt w'ev.
has ne one noticed how skinny iv goten? its not fat, either, its mussle mass. crud...iv got to start moving agen. maybe itd help with the headaches. i dont know. tths far, nothing has. mi clothes are gtting loose and shit. its crzy. im ean, its hard to even look at myself rite now. i kust dont even like it. i cant BELIECE how much weightiv lost. o, nd my hair is spazing. just lok at the picture. ttaly spazzing.
does that sound gay?
its probly just my metabolism and shit cuz i havnt been getting out alot sicne...like...i dunno. forever ago. i dont go to the gym or ne thing so... i dunno. ugh.
so im acting gaty and have piercde ears now, and my head hurts and so does my stmach, but im not hungry. how does that work?
- Mood:coud jussabout die.
- Music:black betty
ill probly come to eth one cherry bloossom festival...if i can figure out wen it is. if that discurges ne one in coming, well, now u kno.
im relly REALLY cranky right now. for, like, no good reason. i could jus punch something. if ne thing approaches me i think i might. evin if its iruke. DAMN. thas bad, huh? DAMN. im just really MAD nd i dont kno why. that and my head hurts like a bitch. i dont even kno why. this pisses me off. this pisses me off very much.
GAAAAH IM SUCH AN INTA SOCIAL SOB RITE NOW, I COULD DIE. so pissed and violent and uck, just MEAN. for no reason at all. i could really just die.
that or bite some1s hed of. eitherr wy...
withdrawls. i lookd it up,. its withdrawls.
im goin to fucking kill u, sakura.
i need pot. i need pot REALLY bad.
- Music:ihateeverythingaboutyou, 3 days grace
another abisml day o school, coutresy of dearest sakurachan/
I COULD JUST ABOUT DIE OF BOREDOM.
SO IMMA GUNNA SPEEL ESPESHULLY BAD NOW< JUST CUZ.
hakus coming back t o school which should liten the atmosfeer a bit. im feelin really bad for him, lately... he rally doesnt get a brake ffrom it, either, dos he? that just kinda sucks. graah. if ne one who knows me picks on him, and i hear bout it, im gonna come and kill you. got it? (thassa fehr warning, rihgt?)
tsunades now awer of me, wich means lifes that much werse. that nd irukas finly figured outbout the drugs, so...yea. THANX ALOT SAKURA.
he wuz bound to find out, but still. so, yea. my life is BLARRRRRRRRNEEEEEEY rite now, a nd most of it ist REALLY my fault. itsa ll sakuras, surprise surprise.
img ettin retarded adhd bunnys frum haku, tho. i feel lyke im adopting kids or smoething. xD its nice, actully. feels liky n chievement ofr something. im relly happy about it. (hop iruka isn't anal about it or anything...i dont thinkhell be, but...)
i hav a party or something. ui dont have ne drugs
(SAKURAIMMAGONBITEYOU!) or allowance (k, thas iruka taking way mi aloow=ence, but still:SARKURA!!) so everthings even more dill then usuall. beside, i really havent seen kiba in foreve r, amd if hinata-chan sez hes clean now, hes gotta be. (u cant lie to her, man, i kno that. xD wicgh is good. hinata-chans awsum. ill punch ur lites out if u make her unhappy.)
anyway, i gotta see it to believe it. itll make me lauh, nd i can use all of THAT i can get.
- Music:matchbox 20
havei not said that before?
i can not believe you, harunop sakura, to have put me thru something so cruel. GAH, I WISH I WAS DED, BECAUSE IF I WAS ID BEALMOST-SURE THAT YOU WEREN'T GUNNA DRAG ME BACK TO THAT HELL HOLE TOMORROW. JESUS.
(tho, it probly wouldnt matter that iwus a corps. i take u to be that evil.)
NOTTOO MENTON, IM STILL EFFING BORED. GOD.
somebody come over. blarrr. smoking isnt helping, for once. blarrrrrrrrrrrrr.
- Mood:I COULD JUST DIE
- Music:girl all the bad guys want, lmao
ok, so sakuras comingot kill me and i figure i should write a will or something before she gets here.
first of all, at my funeral, i want iruka and kakashi to get married, cuz thatll make me laguh.
kiba, all my pot is SOMEWHERE in my house. you can have it. unless kankuro wants some
but i herd he went straight the cheap bastard so kill him too cuz then you shoulgive him some.
gaara, i always liked your tatoo. give it to me. xD
sasuke, i think you should come in a dress.
and i want my tennis ball back. forget about the tennis ball, i just found it under a pile of shit in my room it doesnt really matter.
iwant to be buried in a rock t-shirt. no suits.
if anyone can find anything else of mine they want, they can have it. except my camera, im taking that with me to the land of the ded SO FUCK YOU.
i die knowing that i did not returnto the fiery abyss of hell called school.
- Mood:woot, death!
- Music:blah, nothing
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SASUKE YOU STOLE MY TESNNIS BALL YOU BASTARD AND I WANT IT BACK. DONT EVER EVER EVER B$ECOME ONE WITH SAI. LIKE DON'T HAVE KIDS WITH HIM OR ANYTHING BECAUSE IT WILL KILL ME INSIDE.
(AND PROBABLY OUT TOO, CUZ I DIDN'T KNO SASUKE COULD HAVE BABIES LMAO.)
GRAWR. TENNIS BALL. Dx
iruka got on my case for not captilizin shit and puttiing perios at the end of mysenteces in this stupid thing. says i know how to spell and shouldtry harder. who the hell does he think he is?
my gaurdien, yea yea yea, heard it all befor.
AN DYEA IM SPELLIGN THINGS WRONG ON PURPOSE. FCUK YOU IRUKA.
sincewhen does he read livejournals? hes the one alwys goin on and on about privacy... -_-
whatever. apparently, a whole lota people have these crappy things fro whatever reason. ive just ben reeadign them for a while now. some of them are really REALLY funny., whic hsurprised me. who new orochigunnarapeyou could make me laugh so hard?
it doesnt make me like him, but it makes me laugh. WOW, THAT MAN IS FUCKING CREEPY. so long as he doesn't touchme im laughin about it.
everyone else's is kind of boring...kind of,.. i dont kno its not like i have muchto do around here all dayso alto of thigns are boring.
how long has it been since iwent to scholl? fucki t, i don't care, really. althou, it might be less boring than here...
in eed drugs. or something. maybe i should talk to somebody.
i don't kno.
GRRAAAAAAH. FCUK IT.
- Mood:BORED OUTA MY MIND
i got a lj. wtf
i dunno everyone else is just getting one so...yea. follwing the crowd
lmao, as if.
i don't kno whut to do inthees stoopid things
except spell bad on purpose and shit
i'm so bored.
this is fucking emo.